18mar wed

worked opening.

the day before i was so angry with haffis.

i guess he dunno ba.

he called me in store for some stuffs.

den he started msging me asking me where im gg aft work.

wat im gonna wear for dnd the next day.

bla bla bla~

i felt so freak lor.

dont u noe tat im angry with u?!?!

hais in the end..

we all still met up.

i still tat soft hearted.

argh forget it ba~

angry with people will old faster leh!

haa.

i met fiza first at bugis.

bought eyelashes for my dnd.

we did eyebrow triming and french manicure.

hee first time i did manicure lor.

=p

aft tat we went for dinner.

i called up haffis whether still wana meet or not.

he's still at far east colouring his hair with huan ghee.

den decided to go for karaoke near forum.

-_-

wat a freaking place.

met him.

i tried to hint and wana show him tat im angry with him.

but he dont get it and understand.

den i forget it lah.

went karaoke.

went home ard 3plus midnight.

hmm.

but dear was not happy abt it.

the prob started~

19mar thu

DINNER AND DANCE 2009 @ ARENA~

the day tat all of us are waiting for!!

=DD

hais but dear was unhappy tat im gg.

due to the quarrel the day before.

he actually expect me not to go.

but..

how am i gg to explain to the bosses y i did not go.

coz i quarrel with bf?

hello grow up man~

be professional abit lah..

so no matter wat is it.

of coz i still went.

although deep in my heart i was sad.

i still act as normal when i met them.

met up bee fadz haffis and pooja.

we rent a hotel suite for all our make-up and hair setting.

den we reached arena at 6pm.

and we're central of attraction of ALL.

i enjoyed.

dancing and drinking~!!

=DD

met my classmates.

met mgrs from other stores.

met my ex-kallang mgrs!!

well yup although i enjoyed myself thoroughly tat night.

i cried too.

coz of dear.

infront of jun.

i dont care how many pairs of eyes are looking at me.

but i just afraid my mgrs will see me cry.

lucky no.

until steven tan(bussiness consultant) came and asked me wat happened.

i told him.

and he regard me as his god-daughter.

(:

he told me.

if he loves u..he will come back to u

aft crying and talking to jun.

felt abit better.

went back to dance floor to dance and drink!

aft arena met up fiza.

we went supper tgt with suzi haffis and huan ghee.

aft supper..

fiza and me went to ecp and slack some more.

but i did not tell her tat i quarrelled with my dear yet.

actually im tat damn sad.

so dont feel like gg home.

we slacked till 7am.

alright anw photos time~

(:

my handsome brother~

aft make up but hair still in mess!!

fadz and miee~!!

haffis and miee~!!

brothers~

haffis and miee again~!!

fadz and bee~

bee and miee~ on the way to arena!!

nazri and miee~!!

fadz and bee (:

haffis and miee (:

ardina and miee (:

francis and miee (:

fadz and francis (:

ARENA~

POOJA and miee =DD OMG~

pooja and haffis =DD

pooja and fadz =DD

pooja and bee =DD

francis``miee``haffis``fadz`` (:

alex - pooja - janita

haffis and pooja~

POOJA~!!!

junaina and miee (:

sahir and miee (:

janice and miee (:

kelly and miee (:

hana and miee (:

hana kissed haffis~!! =DD

teresa miee and haffis (:

suzi and miee (:

suzi and haffis (:

20mar fri

worked at 5pm.

i did not took the first move this time round.

coz i felt so tired of his words alr.

I NEED A BREAK.

out of sudden.

he called me.

just to ask me wat time i finish work.

tats it.

fine.

finished work at 2am.

reached home.

before i slp.

i msg dear.

dear i still love you

and i hugged my pillow with tears to slp.

21mar sat

not working.

woke up at 4pm.

went to looked for dear at his workplace.

he still thinks tat im in wrong.

he looked so persistent in breaking.

my heart was damn hurt.

during those few days.

i cant feel my heart.

i feel nothing.

it seems like my world is ending.

i cant imagine my life without him.

since i dont like ppl to force me to things tat i dont like.

so if really this time round he is so tat persistent.

i decide not to force him le.

no use and no meaning to force him to be tgt with me.

but i really dont wish too.

aft hearing all his hurting words.

i met fiza up.

to acc me.

met her at ps.

slacked awhile at starbucks.

i cried at starbucks.

i told her wat happened to me.

den the both of us crazy crazy went kbox at cineleisure.

went off ard 1am.

had i very first meal of the day

den aft tat went home.

i still did not do the first move.

22mar sun

working at 9am.

for the first time.

he keeps on msging and calling me during im working.

and so surprisingly he wants to meet me aft work.

but i already meeting iris and june for dinner.

i told him tat.

he said fine.

but still while im having dinner.

he still keep on calling and msging me.

he said no matter wat he wants to meet me tat night.

ok fine i met him aft dinner at 8pm.

den he brought me to a place tat we usually went.

initially i was so damn worried.

on the way to the place.

i tot tat was the last ride for me.

tat was the last time he sending me home.

i silent all the way.

until he started talking.

and he stretch out his arms and hugged me.

he asked y dont i call or msg him these 2 days.

i told him y shld i make the first move again?

i cried with happiness.

i knew u still love me.

dear i love u so much tat i cant imagine my days without u.

finally my hard days are over.

(:

23mar mon

worked at 9am.

to take over training.

im not task-less anymore.

and yes!

finally i take over training liao.

my dream task.

coz its one of the impt task in the system.

i will try do my best to build up this system.

i will show to james tat training system is not broken in our store.

(:

yes suet u can do it!!

went home with fiza at 8pm.

thanks pakcik..

for letting me felt so damn SHITty now~!!

do u noe tat ur words just now really hurts me?

perhaps u still dont noe me tat well.

fyi..

i really HATE being misunderstood.

the feeling really SUCKS to the core~

ARGH~!!!

if u still rmb wat i told u ytd..

i dont really look forward for this coming dnd.

im totally not excited.

but finally just now we at our side was talking abt it.

yup i totally changed my mindset and attitude towards this dnd.

im so damn excited abt it.

thinking and deciding wat im gg to do.

but on the other hand over your side so hardworking working.

out of kindness i asked wat happened?

but wat i got back?

BEING MISUNDERSTOOD~!!!

and..

my mood my excitment my everything immediately drop from top to bottom.

yup thanks once again..

i got no mood to talk abt anything now...~

p.s~this post is actually for u..but u wont have the chance to read it.so i just treat as venting my anger~

my dear got his driving licence le!

so happy for him.

=D

i wish i can get it too on 11may.

wish me luck k!

14mar

supposed to work 9am.

but fadz need to go back jb urgently coz his grandfather sick.

so i need to take over his 2pm to 11pm shift.

abit dont like coz i tot i can escaped the damn busy hrs of the IT fair.

haa.

although its really damn freaking busy.

but i enjoyed it!

teamwork really impt.

its fun working with u ALL~!!

=DD

went back on time at 11pm with fiza coz im working 9am the next day

15mar

yup worked 9am to 6pm.

its still very busy due to the IT fair.

went off at 6pm.

met june beng loon dex and raymond at the fair.

delivered them drinks too!!

my goodness~!!

there was so damn many LOT people lor.

argh~

i bought 2 earpiece only.

wana buy phone.

but the price is like abt the same.

and somemore the queue was so damn long lor.

raymond bought phone.

he waited for 6hrs!

omg~

-_-

loon bought laptop.

rich guy~

lols.

den we had dinner at azabo sabo at marina.

we all departed at 10pm.

but i went back to store and waited for fiza.

she finished work at 1030pm.

went home tgt.

saniyah too.

reached home.

knocked out~

im tired..

16mar

today!

im off~

just woke up awhile ago.

no plan to go out.

shld be staying at home ba.

tmr working opening.

sians..

this thu is company dinner and dance.

its at arena.

its a club.

hmm..

complicated feelings towards this dnd.

suppose to be excited and looking forward.

but im kind of not.

hmm...

ever since i handed over schedule to eric.

im kind of free.

i had nv been this free for abt a yr plus liao.

i think back.

a yr plus ago i went marina.

a mth later i did payroll.

followed by schedule..

den inventory..

den back to schedule again.

where got so free like now..

used to daily work still need to worry abt my task.

this and that..

but now.

im task-less.

go work no need to worry so much le.

haas.

but soon later the mth i will be taking over training.

so enjoy now before im having headache agian.

lols.

=D

so long nv update le.

let me recall wat happened for the past mth..

18feb

i forget to go for my driving lesson!!

shit miee~!!!

wasted my 60bucks~

worked closing with fadz.

new mgr transfered to marina.

ruby from parklane.

filipino.

again..

another new mgr transfered sure got 'unnescessary' changes.

same thing happened when haffis first transferred to marina.

and oso there's a trainee mgr too.

deeleilah.

filipino too.

-_-

no im not against filipino.

but just feel sian abt it

19feb

went for my driving lesson at 1020 to 1200.

and its my off day.

but there's meeting.

actually fadz and me dont wana go.

coz both of us feel unfair.

y always meeting falls on our off day.

den still need to go back for meeting.

actually we dont mind gg back.

wat we felt unfair is y others off day can dont need to go back?

so y must we?

hmm.. ...

i think and think and think..

in the end i still went for the meeting.

but fadz really did not turned up.

i went coz i feel tat im 2nd asst.

higher responsibility.

i think is a need for me to go.

fadz is just fm.

(im not looking down on him hor~!!)

maybe he think is not a need for him to go?

i dunno..

aft the meeting..

ended 6plus ba.

waited for fiza finished work at 8.

went window shopping at citylink mall and raffles city.

den we went lavender for our dinner-supper.

we ate-chatted-laughed.

den realised its already 11pm.

home sweet home~

(:

20feb

went for driving lesson at 1020 to 1200.

aft lesson recieved 'call me! urgent!!' msg from sasi.

i called back.

she told me kalai fainted in the toilet!

omg~

they are at the clinic alr.

i rushed out of cdc.

at the same time i met shinyi~!!

ohh my~

im in a rush and i so feel like talking to her coz we damn long nv meet le!

so sorry shin~

):

got a cab and went to marina to take a look at her.

when i was abt to reach the taxi stand.

i saw an ambulance there outside the clinic.

i told myself 'pls dont tell me tats for kalai'

i drop and i ran over.

i saw mala and sasi.

i asked how is kalai.

they told me tat she need to go to the hospital.

omg~

is tat tat serious?

i followed the ambulance to sgh.

on the way i called fadz and told him.

(while actually my mind was thinking of sth else...)

i waited till almost 4pm den i can see kalai and talked to the doctor.

mala and sasi went to sgh aft they finished work.

kalai refused to stay in the hospital.

we all went off 5plus.

there goes my sleeping time.

as im working graveyard tat day!

only get to slp abt an hr.

goodness~

went to work at 2230.

although im tired..

but when work with my hardworking and fun crews.

im really happy.

=D

they are just a bunch of playful guys.

(:

21feb

worked graveyard too.

cant do much stuffs as customers non-stop.

22feb

my off day~

of coz lah..

i worked graveyard leh!

haa.

met my dear boy!

yeah thanks dear for bringing me for sakura buffet!

*loves!

=DD

23feb

worked 9am.

but i think i reached 9plus almost 10 ba.

coz is my doing schedule day.

went home tgt with fiza at 8pm.

24feb

early morning have to go redhill for hiring with aqing.

-_-

im so fed up with him coz he told me the wrong way!

made me walked under the hot sun for 1/2hr for nth!!

argh~!!

aft the stupid thing the both of us went back to store.

den i wait till evening and bring all my beanies for a meal.

thanks james for giving us $200.

we went for seoul garden!

yummy yummY~!!

=D

25feb

worked opening.

tot can go back on time.

coz im meeting fadz fiza and haffis for movie!

our long ago plan!

but i forgotten there's payroll training!

argh~

ends abt 6pm.

poor fadz has been waiting at amk for abt an hr plus.

reached amk!

met fadz fiza and haffis.

yup its the 4 of us again.

wonderful gathering.

lols.

yup we watched pink panther 2 as we promised.

well fadz and me laughed from the beginning till the end.

the whole theatre only got the both of us laughter.

LOLs~!!

pink panther 2 = 10/10

=D

we had pepper lunch aft movie.

den aft pepper lunch we went for pool.

yupp..

i appreciate the gathering.

im happy.

but the day dont have a good ending.

hais..

W-H-Y???

):

26feb

working closing.

nothing special happen.

(:

27feb

my off day.

but went for driving lesson at 0830 to 1010.

den went jogging in the evening.

haa.

=P

>

28feb

worked 2pm to 11pm.

aft work went to watch movive with fiza bobbie and manchut.

haa.

tat was our last minute plan.

we watched role model.

well another funny movie..

this time round the whole theatre is full of manchut and my laughter!!

LOLs~!!

=D

role model = 9.5/10

aft movie fiza and me shared and took cab home.

home sweet home~

(:

1mar

so fast its alr 3rd mth of the yr.

hmm..

well anw i worked closing with pooja.

no need to do stock take coz the day before just did mth end.

so i teach pooja to close cashsheet.

(:

2mar

worked closing with fadz and eric.

is the day tat my white hair stop growing.

haa.

coz its the day tat i handover schedule to eric.

FINALLY~

=p

went back quite late abt 2am coz our transport crop up.

-_-

3mar

worked another closing.

ok lah.

i would prefer to work closing den opening.

coz i hate to wake up early.

=x

4mar

its a big day for me.

i went for dental checkup!

it had been 10yrs tat i nv step into dental clinic.

i decide to go coz this yr mgr got dental previlege.

$50 per year.

so y not..

i go lor.

i went with fiza.

hmm lucky the dental says my tooth are nice and healthy.

hee.

=p

aft our dental we met tirta at tampines mall.

we watched my bloody valentine.

my very first 3D movie!

mountain tortise?

lols.

hmm well its horror movie.

so.. ..

the whole theatre is full of screaming.

but its only fiza's and mine!

haa.

but its so scary were wondering y no one else screamed?

my bloody valentine = 9/10

aft movie we went to marina.

tirta wana meet pooja.

tot of asking pooja to play pool aft work.

but he says he need to rush back home.

so the 3 of us went for pool.

but only fiza and me playing.

well..

the both of us dont really noe how to play.

we laughed at each other.

lols.

=D

den we went back to mac and slacked awhile.

while tirta wana see the new 1st asst.

haa.

we went back abt 11plus.

home sweet home~

(:

5mar

acc dear to cgh for his medical checkup in the afternoon.

aft tat we went to parkway for dinner.

i suddenly felt like eating the yong taw foo there.

hee.

dear sent me home aft dinner.

):

6mar

worked opening.

i suppose to do ordering.

but ruby says she wana practice.

so i teach and guide her along lor.

went home abt 5plus..

7mar

worked closing.

very busy at work.

events happening at marina square.

and is S.H.E in sg?

coz i saw alot of ppl wearing their shirt!

having concert?

dunno lah~

-_-

8mar

worked closing.

with ruby and deeleilah.

seriously shit.

i dont like to work with the both if them.

but wat to do.

-_-

aft work went supper with fiza near boon keng.

we took cab there!

haa.

we ate.

we talked.

till abt 4am.

den we took cab (again) home.

home sweet home~

(:

9mar

my off day.

slept almost 1 whole day at home.

nv step out of my hse at all.

10mar

met dear in the evening!

tat was so last minute.

coz he's able to book out early.

but we only able to have dinner tgt.

im so happy!

coz this mth i only got 1 sunday off.

so this mth i cant go out with dear.

sads..

):

11mar

worked 11am to 8pm.

suppose to watch movie tgt with fiza bobbie and manchut de.

but tat fiza went to rebond her hair until 9plus den reach marina.

no more movie liao.

so we went pool.

ya pool again!

lols.

=DD

aft pool we went for supper at makan sutra.

went home abt 1am.

same..

took cab tgt with fiza.

home sweet home~

(:

12mar

went attachment at nbr.

2pm to 11pm.

lucky i noe some crews there.

if not i sure bored to death de.

haa.

and!

the store is so damn big n nice lor!

envy lor me.

the store where they shoot mcvalue lunch advertisment.

went off 11plus.

home sweet home~

(:

13mar

ANOTHER friday the 13th.

which is now.

which im still up updating my blog.

typing this damn long post.

anw..

i had decided to stay at home the whole day.

so to prevent anything unlucky happen to me.

haa.

=D

will try to update soon..

if im able to.

(:

ciaos~

nights all~

worked opening today.

actually able to go back on time.

lazy to go back.

stayed up and talked to fiza.

the both of us felt the same way.

heart pain.

hais..

well..

last wed 11feb

not working!

but still went back to store aft driving lesson for crew orientation training.

which last for at 1hr nia.

damn bo liao lor.

tats y i dont like to go back store for anything liao.

asked fiza out for movie.

asked bobbie along too since he finished work at 8pm.

we watched underworld.

best lahh~!

haa.

home sweet home aft movie.

12feb thu

not working again!

slp till 2plus in the afternoon!

lols.

den went for driving lesson at 1625 to 1805.

den booked my test date!

its on 11may!

wish me luck k?!

hees.

=p

den at night went dbl o with nina.

ya we ended up at dbl o instead of dxo!

miscommunication!!

haa.

somehow i got feeling i'll meet him there.

sixth sense ba.

coz he's a very active clubber!

but still im shocked to see him!

ya i met haffis there!

lols!

=DD

well at the end of the day.

im tired~

and oso i felt that nina had changed.

im worried abt her.

my goon du friend.

hais..

):

13feb fri

friday the 13th!!

ohh my~

better be careful.

haa.

not working for consecutively 3days!

morning morning went temple bai bai with my mother, cousin and relatives.

for my aunt's death anniversary.

time flies.

which mean that they had misunderstood me for a yr le.

till now we nv had a single gathering since den.

hais.

):

14feb sat

happy valentine's day!

(:

worked opening.

supposed to be happy.

but plan were spoilt last min.

not angry.

but im just damn sad.

hais.

):

15feb sun

met dear early in the morning at amk aft his driving lesson.

den we went to marina barrage!

hees.

scenery there is nice.

its will be much more nicer if without all those construction.

haha.

interesting place with all those environmental thingy.

(:

den we went to airport at night.

its a very special feeling to see aeroplane just above my head.

i shouted on the road!

lols.

and i saw 1 of my pri sch guy friend working at airport.

shocked!

first glance i saw him.

felt familar.

looked again.

ohh its him!

i think his name is kelvin.

forget liao lah.

haa.

thanks my dear for everything.

i love you!

happy valentine's day!

(:

16feb mon

today!

worked opening.

tot can go back home on time.

but teresa came.

argh~

so i went home ard 6plus.

kinda tired.

but im gonna finish up my beanie schedule b4 i slp.

tmr opening too.

(:

am i over too sensative?

i just dont like that feeling.

wat did u promise b4 u left?

and see wat u're doing now?

are u really tat busy until.... ...?

hais.

im sad.

im dissapointed.

im abit angry.

but pls pls pls..

dont let me hate u k?

coz i really dont wish to.

will our next week movie outing for pink panther 2 success?

seriously shit~

i really missed those days working with u.

damn missed those times we all joked.

i really wished to tell u every single thing happened.

but u're no longer belong to us.

dont noe whether will u still be interested?

will u think im irritating when i tell u?

hais..

im so so so sad.

who will be my listening ear?

mon did closing.

was so damn restless.

coz i off for 2 days den aft tat go back work is always like tat.

argh~

but still of coz i forced myself to finish up all the necessary work.

not anyhow de hor!

haa.

ytd did closing too.

but with fadz.

coz to look aft him as he is still not tat familar.

i did my schedule at the same time.

i was so happy with myself.

coz i completed my schedule within the 9hrs time frame.

minus away my break, chatting, slacking and helped up fadz abit.

left with 6plus hrs nia when i seriously doing my work.

lols.

good job!

hope every week will be this way.

save time!

(:

this morning went driving lesson.

hmm.

dunno y am i nervous today.

not enough slp?

coz ytd closing mah.

haa.

but overall still alright lah.

tmr another lesson!

(:

nina gave me wrong info.

this thurs is gg to dxo not dbl o.

yupp im gg.

well im gg is not for clubbing or anything.

i just wana meet up nina for a talk.

thru phone she kept on telling me tat she alright.

but i noe tat she's not as happy as b4.

maybe she just dont wana let me worry ba.

and i scolded her for not telling me!

i asked her am i not her friend?!

at the same time i oso called up another goondu friend of us.

junaina!

i still joked with she asked her tot she forgot me alr!

lols.

she claimed tat she's busy with work.

well..

who's working but not busy with work de?

i oso wana work but not busy.

once a while catch up with old friends lah.

i really cant rmb when is the last time i met junaina.

1yr plus ago when i left kallang?

no no no..

last yr mgrs d&d we went tgt..

jan or feb ba..

i think shld be since den ba.

even tat time she admitted to hospital i oso nv go visit her.

so bad ahh me.

coz nina's schedule and mine crushed.

hmm.

and one very impt thing tat nina and me can forget!!

junaina's bdae on 2feb!!

the both of us and TOTALLY forget abt it~!!

omg~

this thurs we gonna discuss wat to get for her.

this yr mgrs d&d dates out!

17mar and 19mar!!

gg to ARENA at clarke quay.

which i dunno where the hell it is.

haas.

of coz we did not forget haffis.

immediately i called up haffis to ask him go on 19mar.

yup we all gg tgt.

fadz, pooja, MIEE, francis and haffis!!

i asked kuyah dennis to go on tat day too!

hee!

im so looking forward to it!!

DINNER n DANCE~!!

w0o0o~

=DD

came back from driving lesson!

well satisfied with myself.

consider did a good job today.

hee.

=p

next lesson on wed.

(:

yup msged nina asked her when are we gg to meet up.

well she asked me out on this thur.

to dbl o.

raidah's 21st bdae.

argh~

dbl o again?

i wana go!

but sth is just stopping me.

hais..

someone once asked me.

am i happy?

i said i am.

and i asked y did u asked me tat?

the reply i got was..

coz i seems like being controlled and being stopped doing quite a number of things tat i love to do.

hmm...

(:

k gtg!

prepare for work!

=D

went bai nian with mother and bro at noon.

den meet dear to go bai tai sui at bedok.

although i nv cong or fan tai sui this yr.

i just bai for ping an.

hee.

den aft tat we went tampines mall.

watched wedding game.

lols it funny!

yup first time.

(:

met apit, kambeng and raidah.

talked awhile.

den got to noe tat my goondu friend nina and monster broke up.

omg~

my friend my friend..

gonna meet her up one of these days if possible.

wana go slp le.

tmr morning 0830 got driving lesson.

nights all~

ytd worked opening.

aft 12pm to 2pm the ** mcvalue lunch.

so busy and tired le.

no one can help me to do ordering.

still rmb got one friday i worked opening too.

haffis came in at 2pm.

i 'bullied' him and asked him helped me do ordering.

lols.

now is aqing.

cant be bothered to talk more to him.

forget it so i did ordering myself aft the busy hrs.

by right i finish work at 430pm.

but i've to wait for fadz till 530pm den i can handover to him.

freak schedule.

haas.

nvm lah.

but i have to thanks james u noe!

he gave me ALL sundays off!

actually tmr i suppose to work M shift till 6pm de.

den i asked james whether i can change with bee to do opening instead till 4pm.

den he went back to amend the schedule.

he let me go off and he worked M shift!

wah wat a nice boss.

i told fiza abt this.

den she oso says tat maybe james noe how impt sundays are to me.

thank you boss!!

=D

ytd night finally met dear aft 2weeks!!

really miss him soooo much!

hee!

=p

thanks for drying up my 'tears of happiness'.

im real fortunate.

im so looking forward to our future!

(:

*loves ("v")

today no work.

no event.

no plan.

but i dont mind lah.

can do my work.

coz i owe my boss quite a number of work havent complete!

=x

when is our renuion dinner?

ytd went out with dila.

met her at ubi almost 4pm.

had our breakfast-cum-lunch.

den we head towards marina square.

not for work.

but for our mission!

haas.

we went for fish spa and shoulder massage.

my leg is smoother aft the fish spa!

and i really felt so relaxed aft the shoulder massage!

worth it!

for sure i'll go back again!

at times we really need to pamper ourselves.

(:

aft our fish spa and shoulder massage.

we went to suntec.

and dila bought a pair of high heels.

i chose it for her!

its nice ok!

but for some reasons i did not buy it.

den we walked over to bugis.

and we bought ourselves some make up accesories.

slacked awhile.

home sweet home~

hmm yup i enjoyed gg out and shopping with her.

found another shopping kaki.

but..

i still felt sad.

coz i dunno for wat reasons.

dils and fiza quarrelled.

may sounds childish.

but seriously the both of them have not been talking each other for abt a week already.

i kept on asking dila wat happened.

she refused to tell me.

she says she'll tell me when she's ready.

den on fiza's side.

she just told me she dunno wat happened.

hais i dunno lah.

the both of them has been friends for 5yrs.

im sad for them y are they behaving like this.

aren't they suppose to treasure friends?

perhaps my thinking and theirs are diff ba.

argh!

i just noe tat im in a diff position.

):

today worked opening.

so boring.

working with hypocrites.

just realised working with her is oso bored.

hais.

i dont care lah.

as long as i do my job.

(:

i just feel so not right these few days.

hais.

hope and pray everything gonna to be fine.

wahh very long nv blog le..

so busy for eveything.

let me recall wat i had done for the past mth~

13jan

i supposed to finish work at 6pm.

but 4plus i went off liao.

not i eat snake.

since i had finished doing my schedule.

and haffis came to marina to visit us and some other purpose.

and fadz had finished work.

forgotten who is the one who suggest to go out.

fadz and me acc haffis to supreme court to settle his bike case.

haa 'thanks' to him coz i get to see the 'real' court building.

if not i only get to see it on tv.

lols.

den we ate somewhere ard clarke quay.

i kema made fun by both of them.

im used to it le lah.

haa.

den we took nel to dhoby.

went shopping at ps.

yup got fiza's bdae present at sk.

bought her a necklace.

coz she lost her's some time ago.

den we walked past a dounut shop.

fadz disturbed the ppl there!

lols =D

den we walked down orchard road.

all the way to far east plaza.

at the end of the day den we 3 realised we had walked THAT far.

and we're tired.

not tired of walking or tired of aft work.

we're tired of laughing the whole day.

haha!! =D

14jan

went driving lessons frm 830am to 12pm.

den went to work at 3pm

(:

15jan

dear came to pick me up during noon time.

den i acc him for his dental appointment.

he sent me home aft tat.

den i met fiza, fadz and haffis at ps.

yup finally its the party night!

we watched om bak 2 before we head towards dbl o.

had so much fun and jokes the whole night.

i really enjoyed myself with them.

=DD

its fun to go clubbing with them.

but pls!

dont always ask me go k?

im not a clubbing person.

but i dont mind going clubbing 'once in the blue moon'

(:

18jan

changed shift with bee and i finished work at 4pm.

dear came and fetched me!

its been so long ever since he last fetched me from work.

):

ya he came and we went bugis.

we went temple for prayers first.

den we head towards bugis street and bugis junction for his cny shopping.

hee.

had our meal at yoshi.

den we went to cosy bay.

yup one of my fav hang out with him.

and we had some talkings.

his words really made me felt so loved and my heart melts.

thanks dear!

(:

19jan

went driving lessons from 830 am to 12 pm.

den went to work at 330pm.

hais that's the day tat i felt betrayed.

by someone who i so trust at work.

i really cant get over it.

y she must so that to me?

im so sad till..

i cried in the toilet.

but on the other hand.

im glad to met great friend at work.

like haffis.

he noes that im damn sad over that issue.

he came over to marina aft his work at forum.

he came to talk to me.

to 'consel' me.

i appreciate it.

thanks friend.

i'll always rmb wat u've told me.

yup aft this.

i had learnt a lesson.

(:

20jan

im so sad over the issue happened the day before.

i've asked fiza and dila to acc me to ecp aft work.

to have someone to talk to felt so great.

thanks girls~

(:

haffis put me plane coz he watched his 'obama show' till slp.

freak lahh him~

22jan

went driving lesson from 830am to 1010am.

dear came to picked me up ard noon time.

to acc him for his medical appointment.

the last day i met my dear before i go to msia for cny

):

23jan

worked opening.

last day i worked before i go msia for my cny leave.

kuyah attached to marina!

so long ever since i last worked with him.

miss him!

glad to hear him saying 'ohh i miss marina square'

at least we're still being missed by him!

haa.

on that night.

i went msia for cny.

(:

24jan - 27jan

days at msia.

happy to see all my aunties and uncles.

enjoyed the times spent playing with all my nieces and nephews.

watching fireworks like nobody business for continuous 2hrs.

isn't it wonderful?

hee.

=p

got my hair permed by my cousin again.

satisfied.

(:

28jan

on the way back to sg.

reached sg abt 7pm.

went to see doctor straight away.

due to stomach upset.

-_-

i suspect should be i ate too much cockles the day before!

lols.

29jan

went marina for management meeting at 3pm.

den had dinner at swensens.

haffis and kuyah was invited.

but so sad kuyah did not attend due to he's busy with his new store.

aft dinner fadz, haffis and me slacked awhile.

before we went off.

fadz and me was wondering y haffis is like keeping secrets frm us?

haiya watever it is.

since he dont wana tell us.

both of us oso cant be bothered.

haa.

30jan

went to nabit meeting at west coast park at 230pm.

ends abt 5pm

and im working graveyard.

went back to store and wait for dila.

we had our dinner at kfc.

and we went to watch chingay!

its so nice!

and FUN!

lols =D

the both of us went to work at 11pm instead of 1030pm.

coz we wants to finish watching the show!

=p

31jan

we went to wacthed chingay again!

haffis joined us too.

i met him first for dinner ard 730pm.

dila came ard 8plus.

yes same we enjoyed watching.

hmm i think itsthe first time i watched chingay at live.

for free somemore!

but have to squeeze with ppl lah.

haa.

went off to work ard 9plus.

cant be late coz james working graveyard too.

=p

1feb

so sad tat still cant meet my dear.

):

coz i went bai nian with my mother.

den had dinner at crystal jade xiao long bao at suntec.

den we walked over to the river angbao at floating stadium.

2feb

worked 11am to 8pm.

aft work went suntec braun buffel.

to acc fiza buy wallet.

den when we reached.

there's a white wristlet caught my eye!

aft fiza had paid for her wallet.

i cant resist temptation.

i bought the white wristlet that caught my eye.

=p

felt guilty.

but i like it!

(:

3feb

today!

worked 9am to 6pm.

haffis had planned to go for galleria for half priced waffle.

tgt with fadz and pooja.

but fadz last minute got his own plan.

so haffis' plan was cancelled last minute.

den i went home at 8pm.

tmr not working.

but still dunno gg out or not.

if not gg out.

actually is a good thing for me too.

coz im lack of slp ever since the day i did graveyard till now.

yawns~

well its quite sad tat jiemei renuion dinner has been postphoned to dunno when.

ya i understand is real difficult to get altogether.

everyone has their own schedules own work own activities.

hope its postphone but eventually its still on.

(:

i really dont care how ppl look at me.

even my closest ppl oso says abt it.

the more you ppl says abt it.

the more i wana prove you all ppl wrong.

perhaps i might need to thanks to those ppl.

coz they made me more determined to work towards my goal.

(:

on friday successfully had a surprise bdae celebration for haffis at fg.

hmm.

he looked so diff le.

i can see tat he's really unhappy.

all his cheerfulness he used to had are gone.

hais felt so sad for him.

anw he's at genting now to celebrate his bdae.

hope tat he'll enjoy to his fullest.

and he'll look happier when the next time i see him.

(:

on sat dear went to marina to see me at work.

hee happy!

thanks my dear!

=D

kuyah dennis came to store to visit us!

i miss him so much!

hais.

i miss the team with '5brothers and 1sister'.

that's the nickname that 1 of the mgr gave us during the patch outing.

coz we're taking group photo.

there's 5male mgrs and me the only female mgr.

and now.

2brothers gone.

came 1 now brother.

sad.

):

hmm oso met dolly there.

well it had been ages ever since we last met or talked.

talked with her awhile.

happy!

at least she still bother to approach me to talk to me.

(:

on sun i rushed cny de schedule for james.

argh~

he just like to give work last min.

made me so headache.

watever it is.

im done with my work liao.

(:

met moon at marina de foodcourt!

shocked and happy to see her.

ya very long nv go back kallang le.

today i went for my driving lesson.

felt so scared and nervous today.

did not done well today.

next lesson on wed.

hope will do better!

(:

nina called me just now saying junaina is hospitalised.

due to kidney infection.

my god~

gg to visit her tmr.

im so looking forward to thursday!!

the real party night~!!

=DD

im having my breakfast-cum-lunch.

mum's cooking is always the best!!

=D

den meeting dila in the bus at 3pm.

gg to bugis coz she wana shop for haffis present.

think working today wont be bored ba.

got fadz fiza dila and me!!

but no matter wat.

our gang is still always short of 1 person...

):

back from my cny shopping~!!

1 slipper

1 shoe

2 tops

1 dress

3 shorts

i think i spent more den 200bucks?

my gosh~

no more shopping for me till mths later!

haa.

at the same time bought a belt for haffis as his bdae present.

ya the design that he was looking tat day when we were at raffles city with dila.

dila and me was like helping him to look for the design he likes.

he is just tat choosy and says none of them caught his eyes.

argh~

just hope tat he will like the one i bought for him ba.

(:

fiza dila fadz and me had plan surprise for him.

just hope tat the surprise will success.

coz he is just tat inteligent.

afraid tat he will noe we are doing something...

last minute plan changed!

not gg to airport le.

coz jessy cant come to sg.

so instead meeting up yun for cny shopping~

hee!

finall i can shop le!

=p

thanks jie for settling our renuion dinner on 17th!

hmm think i'll try to change shift with faizal so tat i finish work at 4pm.

although i hate to talk to him.

but at least if i finish work at 4pm i still can rush home to wash up and changed.

(:

yupp!

i managed to change shift with bee on 18th.

coz having date with dear for cny shopping!

hee!

thanks bee!

=D

yeah yeah~

so many dates coming up.

im just SO looking forward for everything!!

as usual.
i'll be gg msia for cny.
leaving sg on 23rd night.
back to sg on 28th night or midnight.
hmm..
dear i'll be missing u lots lots again...
):

just came back from my driving lessons!

learnt control of steering wheel and changing of gear.

yesh i took up manual instead of auto!

coz i wana challenge myself!

hee.

=p

my next lesson is on monday.

looking forward for it again!

=DD

dear did not go camp today.

naughty boy!

too bad tat i alr promised yun to fetch jessy at airport today.

if not i might meet him up.

coz this week i might not have the chance to meet him lor.

my schedule this mth sux!

im working for almost all weekends!

argh~

-_-

my so addicted to the song 'right now' too...

work is so boring today.

morning ok lah.

at least fadz is there.

actually i suppose to do my schedule de.

but down crews so i helped out on floor.

aft fadz went back at 4pm.

somemore today got no dila and no fiza.

im so bored.

me and the new 1st asst.

he is so unlike us.

so i dont really bother him tat much.

i talk to him only when he talk to me.

hais.

if i work with him everyday.

i might lose my sense of humour 1 day.

I WANT HAFFIS BACK TO MARINA SQUARE!!!

it had been 1week ever since haffis transfer out...

im glad tat dila is having good terms with her family members le.

i just feel like telling her.

no matter wat happens..ur family will still be there for u always (:

not working tmr.

but having driving lesson tmr.

i very hiong ba.

i booked 2slots continueously.

0830 - 1010 and 1020 to 1200.

=D

im so looking forward to wat will i be learning tmr!

hee!

=p

suddenly im just so emo.

i really dunno haffis had helped me how many times.

thanks to him that he took over my shift so tat i can have dinner with my jies.

thanks to him tat did not named me out for attachment so tat i can go out with my dear.

thanks to him tat always helped me to do things when im lazy to do so.

and now..

no one would take over my shift.

no one would help me to do things when im lazy to do so.

or perhaps im too rely on him le?

hais.

but till now even if i got any questions.

i will still call haffis instead of asking the new 1st asst even though he is just beside me.

argh~

till now..

i stil cant get over the sadness...

):

dunno y..i just got a very strong feeling tat u will come back to marina square soon 1day...

aft msn with haffis ytd.

he told me tat now he dragged himself to work daily.

kinda sad for him coz he's always cheerful and jokes while working.

and now he's telling me this.

hais.

me as his friend.

all i can do is to encourage him.

support him.

but he only transfer out for just 5days.

and he's telling me all these.

how is he going to survive over there long?

i really dunno.

and just now got msg from him.

saying tat he wana cry but cant cry.

he wana shout but cant shout.

he sad but no one noes.

hais aft seeing his msg.

i really feel sad for him.

i can imagine how is he suffering over there.

i told him tat we ppl over here is always there for him to support him.

i dont mind lending him my listening ears.

my friend, i really wish i can help u..but i really got no idea how to.all i can do is to encourage and support u all the way! (:

i really miss those days working with u.

dont worry.

u're not forgotten by us.

ur jokes are still repeating and happening in store almost daily.

now we ppl are copying and following the way u sing and dance.

how i wish we can sing dance and enjoy working tgt again.

i wish...

i wish... ...

i wish... ... ...

stayed at home for the whole day.

boring...

planning for another party night.

(:

just came back from my very first driving lesson.

fun and interesting.

enjoyed!

looking forward for my next lesson.

(:

dila told me tat she felt happier aft she talked to her mum.

and she can see her mum is happier too.

ya.

she let me remind me of myself when i was her age.

exactly the same thing happened to me too.

haiya tat was yrs ago le lah!

ytd tgt with dear attend his friend's engagement at aloha loyang.

the ceremony that both of them says 'i do'

the whole ceremony is so solemn.

first time i attend this kind of ceremony.

bless them!

(:

took back schedule task aft haffis transferred out.

hais.

im gonna have stress again.

wish me luck ba!

cny is like less den a mth.

i have not start my shopping yet!

i see my schedule this mth.

i seldom can meet dear!

sad!

cant go shopping with dear!!!

):

gonna have cny renuion dinner as usual.

tentatively on 17jan.

before june gg to bk and b4 i gg to msia.

the world is nv fair...

when will be my turn?

HAPPY 2009 TO EVERYONE~!!

wow!!

it had been 1mth plus ever since i last blogged.

i had been so busy!

my bdae celebration was great.

really thanks and appreciate those who came.

happy to see friends tat nv meet for long time.

esp all my poly friends.

hee.

tats really a memorable 21st bdae.

(:

hais.

actually december.

is not a very good mth for me.

except for my bdae.

got the news on 17dec tat haffis have to leave marina with immediate effect.

i felt so sad.

tear nearly roll down my face.

but still i control.

i call him immediately.

he sound so sad.

i really wish i can help him do something to let him stay.

den aft i went back to work aft my bdae leave.

and the plan changed.

he will leave on 31dec.

we all like grab any chance tat we have.

to stay out late.

to go for a meal.

to have fun during work.

to do everything we can.

and still.

i wana do something for him.

so we all came out with a petition letter.

got abt 50% of the crews signed.

i nearly going to submit it up to HQ.

then..

haffis noe abt it.

he persuaded me not to submit coz it might spoil my career.

so i can do nth.

waiting for the day to come.

most of ppl counting down for new year.

but he?

counting down for him to get transfer out.

it is so sad and cruel for him.

den on his last day 31dec.

i worked tgt with him.

we are still like have fun as usual.

but we noe tat tat is the last day we can have the fun.

tat is the last day we finished work tgt.

walked to the train station tgt.

took train tgt.

when will be the next time?

haffis pls dont forget us!

we wont forget haffis!

hais.

tats y i hate to say goodbye...

did not celebrate x'mas.

coz not in the mood ba.

n oso no one ask me out.

so forget it.

still rmb x'mas eve me dila and fiza was in town writing haffis' petition letter.

hais.

den new yr eve.

wanted to go mount faber to watch fireworks with dear.

but so sad mount faber was blocked.

den we went to nearby vivo to watched fireworks.

went to work on 1st day of the yr.

working with the team without haffis.

really felt so different.

felt empty.

...

):